I had thought about cocaine in a kind of day-dream.
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Woe to you, my Princess, when I come. I will kiss you quite red and feed you till you are plump. And if you are forward, you shall see who is the stronger, a gentle little girl who doesn’t eat enough, or a big wild man who has cocaine in his body. – A love letter from Freud to his fiancée.
I was making frequent use of cocaine at that time. I had been the first to recommend the use of cocaine, in 1885, and this recommendation had brought serious reproaches down on me.